Friday, October 31, 2003
haiz..
feeling supa mixed up..supa fucking depressed.
juze gort scolded by dad for stopid maths.
fuck it.
i dunno y i cant do well in it despite all the tutions.
r they scolding me because they relali care for me or they think i wasted their money on the tutions.?
why must they keep comparing me with my cousin?
am i their kid or wad?
must they care abt others?...so wad if my cousin go top class?..is it ani of our shit business?!
we r toking abt their caughter not their niece?!
they keept telling me that wad's done is done...but they r the ones hu r nagging and stuff....
wad's done is done!
now all they haf to do is to await for the maths retest.wad else?
why cant they be understanding and look into the god damn fucking bloody future?!
compare and compare!
do they relali care abt me or that money or their face?!
scrwd that person hu invented maths..SUCKER!
must be bloody go calculate everuthing that we c?
evey triangle..and y must we fucking find the volume when we dun nid to know it?!
i juze want to fly away frm here.